She said she don’t love me no more
she hit me with the “its not you its me.”
I got problems thats bigger then the both of us.
I’m so fucking sorry that you couldn’t see the uncertainty and in reality theres no equality in you and me. She said sorry, sorry theres a lot of hurt in me, but Its time to set you free
when she finished, it was much like a eulogy
rest in peace to what we use to be.
Great memories i think this is the end of me
she said we’ll always be friends you see,
But not to me, i don’t accept. You’re worse then the evilest of enemies truthfully you left me because my image didn’t vividly match the description of the image you envisioned
i would try to console you & be that ear to listen, but you’d tell me to mind my business you’d keep your distance. The absence of love has invited me to these prescriptions. My whole world was depleted & pierced from the pain created, she cutes deep.
At night i lose much sleep and when it comes to eating i have no appetite.
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep surrounded by the thoughts of you.
The pain i want it to end, but it remains in continuum. Continually building & breaking the formation of my skin your absence is reality and from this reality I remain engulfed by misery. My soul is indulged in darkness
this is a reality that i wish not to be subdued to.
I feel like a fool whose captivated in a cage
and grief is on full display for the world to view all of this is motivated by you. @OfficialRussaw
Spoken Truths
I’ve fallen In love with a dream (Misunderstood, Poetry)
I’ve fallen in love with a dream
Much many of my writings are sad and very depressing
and much many of my writings along with this
Maybe misunderstood..
Many people may read this and not understand
But, truth is I’ve become mentally attached
to someone, to something that’s not real
My heart bleeds for it, yet it doesn’t exist
Through many years of your non, existence I’ve grown very fond of you.
You’re wonder because your pretty appearance
And mind blowing personality makes you beautiful
And you love me unconditionally, that alone makes me so happy
it could stretch the tic of time and last for eternity
But you see, the most twisted up thing about this is,
you don’t exist you’re just a figment of my imagination
A thought in which you’re harmony and bliss
But in reality you fail to exist. “Love” “Misunderstood Poetry”
Dangerous Love (Poetry)
Dangerous Love
Why do you feel,
that you’re someone who no one will ever like
to go along in life pretending that your alright
when in reality your drowning in pain
Your face stay drenched in tears
mainly over the same thing, someone left you a long time ago
simply because you did not fulfill the thoughts of being a perfect person
can you believe this shit, You spent many years building up your self-confidence
only to have them crushed down by that one person
who told you, you’re no one’s dream nor treasure
so therefore you have no placement in this world and soon after hearing that bullshit
you allow your whole world to turn into darkness,
you then start to hate every fucking moment of your existence
in, that moment nothing seems to really make much sense
and instead of living life you hide in darkness because you’re so ashamed of who you are
you’re mentally broken and sadden you feel that you can’t ever be of any great quality
but who is he or she to say you’re not special,
if only you knew
but you don’t know so you constantly reject the fact that you’re wonderful
it hurts my soul because it seems you’ll never know
your very lovable so please put down that blade
and pay close attention to your magnificent indifference’s which makes you beautiful
Instead of embracing this fact that you are beautiful
You’ve braced yourself and built upon numbness
because you’re brainwashed with thoughts
that a heartless world would survive
but deep down inside you still wishes that someone could love you
someone, no other than this one person that dogged you
you find yourself pointlessly waiting by the phone, waiting for this person to call you
to say to you they’ve made a big mistake by leaving you
but you soon come to your senses
you realized this is nearly impossible, that is something that they’ll never do
by now you’ve grown tired of the same pain
by now you feel your only resort is for death to rescue you
with the scares still burning she weeps
she lets the blade lay deep within her skin
and the only thing she had left in her hand was a note
May she rest peacefully “I hope”
