A Slave To The Memories

I think about you all the fucking time
every since the day you left,
my mind has been fixed on your existence.
I grow anxiously tempted to hit your line,
but i hesitate because i know it’ll be a waste of time. I rewind the clock for a bit and start to reminisce about the good shit
mostly all of our experiences were heavily bliss. Who would have known that you’d pull off a miraculous disappearance trick. These days the thought of you grows stronger & the hour gets longer. You left me to be obsessively burned by the heat of your no return. As your absence prolongs I become a raisin bruised by the baking sun or that crop who wishes that the rain would come. I get a little delusional now days its usuals. These days i think i need therapy as i continuously hear your voice whispering to me I feel your presence as if you’re right next to me, but in reality you’re no where near my vicinity. You’ve widely contributed to the change of my activities. Throughout the day I can’t eat & I don’t do any of the things i use to. I guess I’m just not use to the thought of living without you. You’d think my troubles would ease at night, but it don’t it just repeats, overlaps & doubles when i lose sleep. I lay awake at the latest time flicking through photographs that i have sworn to delete. Here lies the strangest fatality
i am a slave to these memories who’s far in debt to reality.

@OfficialRussaw

One thought on “A Slave To The Memories

  1. You brought out all the emotions that I’ve been attempting so hard to suppress, to allow pride to impede on our love is the ultimate type of neglect, to think we were so right and suddenly everything turned left–when you left, you took the energy which I entrusted in you, hence, my shortness of breath. I am suppose to hate you, I am suppose to see the wrong that you’ve done and move on, but the good outweighs the bad and every time I hear a love song, you come on… The memories replay in my head, the innocence of our love, the messages continuing to be read, the void that now fills my bed… How? Why? These questions will be asked until I die, or until you come save me… I cannot go on without clarity.

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