ABANDONED
I’ve lost my grip, I’ve lost my way, I’ve seen things that i wish were only a dream
deep within my life, it’s wished only to be a dream and once awaken I find my life has not been forsaken yet at every moment reality weighs in on me
it has a tragic effect pushing me right when I should be going left
to reality I’m far in dept I’m just that slave that reality looks to collect
to me it seems my deity has abandon me
As my temple deplete my soul seems to remain in pain’s captivity
but hear this with all of this occurring I’ve finally found my bliss
fortunately it comes in the form of beauty but unfortunately in such relations its distance is close propinquity to death here I indulges in it’s sinful fruits over looking what will be its conclusions because it’s pleasures is as overwhelming
Here i lay blinded to the facts that this situation is in the vicinity of temporary, a situation that I’ve come to truly treasure, foolish me thinking it would last forever, what a mistake to have drowned in it’s darkened pleasures, pleasures that reality have come to completely rebuttal with
I lay with deceased dignity as my only sense of joy has come to subside
with a perplexing amount guilt that’s built up so high my only solution is to die
if you were to ask me am I happy? I would quickly respond with a lie
on this outside it seems like prison but in reality I’m free, mentally
My soul seems as an ocean without any form of permanent structure
my soul undulates in the breeze
as tough as life may seem, reality has come to remind me
that I’m only temporary free on the outside but on the inside of my temple where my mental resides I remain forever free
so while the pain is in continuum, in my thoughts I shall remain Abandoned.
Written By I, Brandon. R also known as SpokenTruth
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