Dangerous Love
Why do you feel,
that you’re someone who no one will ever like
to go along in life pretending that your alright
when in reality your drowning in pain
Your face stay drenched in tears
mainly over the same thing, someone left you a long time ago
simply because you did not fulfill the thoughts of being a perfect person
can you believe this shit, You spent many years building up your self-confidence
only to have them crushed down by that one person
who told you, you’re no one’s dream nor treasure
so therefore you have no placement in this world and soon after hearing that bullshit
you allow your whole world to turn into darkness,
you then start to hate every fucking moment of your existence
in, that moment nothing seems to really make much sense
and instead of living life you hide in darkness because you’re so ashamed of who you are
you’re mentally broken and sadden you feel that you can’t ever be of any great quality
but who is he or she to say you’re not special,
if only you knew
but you don’t know so you constantly reject the fact that you’re wonderful
it hurts my soul because it seems you’ll never know
your very lovable so please put down that blade
and pay close attention to your magnificent indifference’s which makes you beautiful
Instead of embracing this fact that you are beautiful
You’ve braced yourself and built upon numbness
because you’re brainwashed with thoughts
that a heartless world would survive
but deep down inside you still wishes that someone could love you
someone, no other than this one person that dogged you
you find yourself pointlessly waiting by the phone, waiting for this person to call you
to say to you they’ve made a big mistake by leaving you
but you soon come to your senses
you realized this is nearly impossible, that is something that they’ll never do
by now you’ve grown tired of the same pain
by now you feel your only resort is for death to rescue you
with the scares still burning she weeps
she lets the blade lay deep within her skin
and the only thing she had left in her hand was a note
May she rest peacefully “I hope”
Woooooow this is another level kind of deep dopeness. I absolutely enjoyed reading your depth filled words which formed such a true story which many can relate to I’m sure on many levels. A broken heart in doubt of one’s self due to another taking his of her power. And because of this a broken heart forced to turn sour, freed unwillingly or disconnected themselves from their own devine power. Such amazing work. I think this is my fave of yours lool ..snap . Love always xx
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I’m sorry for the late response. But thank you so much. Just to hear this from you is so amazing. I love your writing as well and I am inspired by your talent and word play I am also inspired by your amazing personality and beauty your actually the first person that I’ve conversed with, that is the true epitome of beauty your humble and I’m humble to have your amazing feedback. And I’m glad that you actually understand this post and you actually like it. I really appreciate that. Much love
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Thank you so much you amazing poet. With so much skill and depth you have my mind totally captured by your words that is a amazing art. Keep on writing. Much love and support. X
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